Friday, March 18, 2005 Sex and City

I decided to write diary finally, something that I haven¡¯t done ever since I got to high school. a bit weird. Harhar¡­

I have been watching sex and city in the past two days. It¡¯s so interesting and amazing. I have to say that I really like the style of it and it makes me laugh from time to time. It¡¯s just amazing to find out that there are so MANY things that women in all parts of the world share in common. They feel helpless when confronted with someone they love. They are worried about their relationship with men¡­ They hold conversations in almost the same way as I do with my friends. Haha~~

I began to read the case for my thesis this evening. I choose the topic of the Basic Law of Hong Kong. I hesitated when I selected the topic. I think I should not go any further of my experience there. I don¡¯t want to remind myself of what happened there all the time. It¡¯s painful to think of those happiness and unhappiness in Hong Kong. I want to go back to be a Shanghai girl as I have always been. But I did it at last, coz from an academic perspective, I am really interested in common law and I love the courses on law I took in CUHK! Sometimes I do hope the people in mainland can understand more about what¡¯s going on in HK.

The case is about immigration matters, a very famous case or ¡°event¡± in HK. It reminds me of myself, trying hard to find a job, and fight for the right of adobe in HK. I know many things that I have never known before after half a year¡¯s struggling in HK. Anyone who has studied abroad shall understand how I feel. The mixed feeling is really beyond words.

I met a Shanghai guy @ CUHK on msn today. He is goanna work in big four accounting firms in HK after graduation. Good luck to him! Btw, is it really that easy to get into those firms? Hehe, anyway it turned out to be very difficult for me.

Almost all my friends got their destinations after graduation. But I haven¡¯t. I always have a feeling of insecurity. It seems that I am the only one who is so uncertain about the future. I never know where I will be after several months. Frankly I don¡¯t like this idea.

Timon once said to me that ¡°you even never know whether you are still alive tomorrow. So why worried about the future?¡± Yes, he is right. Do my best and leave the rest to God.